Precious of My Darkness

I have life..
but i have no rules..
coz i break all d rules that i have..

i am alive..
search my daily needs..
especially u, d one who make me feel...

its not easy for me to say..
its not easy for me to pray..

i made sin..
i make sin..
unfortunately i love sin..

im dirty..
but im not d dirtiest..
maybe u're dirtier..

but u dont feel so sick..
but i am feel so sick..

knowing truth when making fault
is my daily sickness..

sometimes my eyes wet because no reason..
sometimes my ego so high to search satisfaction..
sometimes my body wanna dance in a dark emotion..
sometimes im waiting for u alone in a desperation.

im addicted on u..
make me wont to heal..
make me wont to will..